Thursday, September 13, 2012

Ainsley and the Five Goldfish


                                    

This video quality is better viewed in youtube, so make it big and enjoy. 
Then once you are finished watching this cute little video that I made with my two little hands,  go out and buy yourselves some goldfish crackers. 
Eat them and think of Ainsley
SO SO Huge when our trach children eat, and little Miss. Ainsley ate five.  Count em', ONE....TWO.....THREE.....FOUR.......FIVE goldfish crackers.
Made this for her because there is so much to celebrate!!


                   SO PROUD OF YOU AINSLEY AND WE LOVE YOU!!


Sunday, July 22, 2012

Not for Nothing



“When we fall in love with someone there's a moment when we take a picture of that person, an emotional snapshot, that we carry with us forever.
If we're lucky, if we're very, very lucky, the person we fall in love with will always resemble that snapshot.” ― Jim Geoghan

Last night I went to bed with a heavy heart, were all these years of our marriage for just nothing. Confused, saddened and in such a state of despair.
Then as I turned on the bathroom light and it dimly lit up the bedroom casting a beautiful glow over my sleeping child in what was once our bed.
My eyes saw her little face and my heart in that instant consumed all of me. My heart pulled and tugged and danced and filled my head up with such gratitude. No, all these years were not for just nothing Lisa, they were for these magnificent, beautiful children.